afterward, he places the chest film sheet on the light panel outside the door. kate's ribs seem as thin as matchsticks , & there is a large grey blot just off center. my knees go weak, & i find myself grabbing on to brian's arm. 'it's a tumor. the cancer's metasized.'

the dotor puts a hand on my shoulder. 'mrs fitzgerald,' he says, 'that's kate's heart.'

anyway. the other day i went out with jou teng, sharon & regina. & we all bought shrek ears! whoo, yay us. & we, well regina & i, were wearing it around orchard road. haha. info on sharon's blog. too lazy to type the whole thing out.